HALFWAY DONE WOOOOOOOO!
Though I want to think about celebrating all day, today was actually one of the hardest days of my life. My boyfriend of almost two years and I ended our relationship last night, and it has been gutwrenching since. I didn't eat all of yesterday and then ended up going out and getting a hamburger and fries and a coke with some friends. It might have been a mistake, but I just needed to get out and I wasn't going to say no to where they wanted to go. I haven't eaten today either - no appetite. I just fried up a couple of little pieces of chicken, so I'll eat them, but basically my diet has gone to sh*t so I'm sorry I'm being less than a role model for you all. It's going to be very difficult for a while - he was my best friend and we did everything together, and I really miss him a lot. We were just going in completely different directions in life and I don't know how long I could do a long distance relationship with him in medical school. I just got home from the grocery store though, so hopefully I'll feel a little better day by day (and eat a little more :) day by day)
-Erin
1 comment:
This is the first day of your blogs that I've read, and I did so after reading your story. After all the medical ailments you've been through, to consider yourself less than a role model in anything...ESPECIALLY P90X...is absolutely ridiculous. Keep pressing play, you are already a role model. :)
-nole
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